Last Winter

Monday, January 10, 2011
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The TC's finally over. Gosh. Well. Basically went straight there to campchristine after friday's school. And yeah. Unload stuff... Help set up tent... Build gadget... But the thing is, it kept raining. So need pause quite often. And those ex-seniors came back. Came to "supervise". Like lol. Che. Anyways, the first day is just rather dull. Then at night gotta do some sanitary duties + the seniors asked stuff by pair about stuff like who i think should be the tops n some questions about opinions of the people in our batch. But you noe, when the senior asked if there was someone that not all that happy about, i didnt say anything coz she was the one who was in pair with me. Like lol. She's not that bad la, sometimes quite nice, but just some...stuff lor. Jeez nvm. Okays either ways, shower washed hair slept at arnd 12.30am. Dey all say v late. I think it was just ok lor. Lols sleep too late don't i.

Second day. I woke up at 3.00+ am~ Haha, was supposed to wake up at 5am bt i woke up 3am liddat den suddenly felt so not-tired o.o Kkaes so awhile ltr went bak slp lor, den arnd 5am woke up again... this time for real for the day luh. Den lets see, morning run... breakfast... throw garbage bag... wash toilet (stupid de)... supposedly outdoor cooking. But den it rain. Oddly a gd thing u noe :D Coz, it rain n cnt do outdoor cooking so become indoor cooking. Easier. Less dirtier. More comfortable. Yeps. Den so after all the cooking, lunch le (which is the cookings). I ate some marshmallows our patrol 'cooked' lol den a banana+chocolate den some quite hard to bite tapioca... Abt liddat le lor. Unless i 4gt beh, which is likely. Heh ok. Den after the cooking... actually i forgt liao. random stuff? Lols. Aiya skip. So ltr dinner was noodles + chicken slices. Oh den is nightwalk~Sit on the entrance thr wait wait wait... Den finally dey say ready liao jiu walk lor. Still gt road lights luh. So walked to the end of the long road. Gt one cool/eerie part was that there was in crossroad. Pretty like... just wow. Hardly you really just see a plain huge two way crossroad and can stand there yeah. So yah. Den from thr by pairs walked back to the campchristine supposedly where the night games start... Well i shall skip some stuff. But honestly not that scary luh. Or maybe coz i got some idea wad dey gonna do liao, coz heard the other sec3s say seniors grabbed their legs/stuff in last yr's TC. Dk luh. Eithers finish le, den~~~

Den this time we put alot newspaper coz the night b4 too little liao. Den put put put, newspaper still hvnt finish. Lol. But more comfortable when sleeping xD Actually tent sleeping was not bad u noe, not as bad as i thought, which is 99.999% coz there are less ants or insects that crawl into the tent. Maybe it's just the position of it or sth. But just, good thing lor. Can actually get used to it sleeping in thr, IF there's no insects. Yea. Den alot newspaper... quite nice sleep luh. Slept straight til 4.50am though this time earlier : 11.20pm+ nia. Okok. Abt it.

Third day. Man i was so damn looking forward to GOING HOME. But third day still ok. Morning run... breakfast... strike tent/dismantle gadgets/clean pegs/pack... OH. I just rmb. IT WAS GROSS. I MEAN REALLY. You noe there was this long sink behind the toilets... den rgt... there's like. One FIELD of ends. As in really, the whole sink invaded by ants. O.m.g. just thinking it was disgusting and i was asked with some ppl in my patrol to go clean/unclog that sink. Filled with ANTS. Big ants small ants even some dead bees n omg ok nvm. Skip this. Anyways so ltr was the manito circle thing den some biscults for lunch. Den wait at the entrance thr. There was this really huge red ant on my hair n i din realize it u noe!!! #%@$#$# dISGUsTing. Coz a little itchy so i lifted my hand ba, tot it was some stone den i pinch it up and throw down it was one red ant. I was like WTF????? Omg that area on my hair feel itchy again now. Zzzzz ok. Just that if i knew it was an ant i wouldnt hv dared to to pinch it lor, i'll juz AHHHHH den try to sweep it away. Ok den bus came went home. Bag was a lil heavy... n i scratched the bag too much with my nails that now got holes >.> Well... coz some of em chipped here n there so ya lo... sry siehs >< OK DONE. Disgusting stuff. Maybe third day not ok at all lor. No it's definitely not ok. So this morning just a little bit n i'll be late sia. Tcher asked mi y i late rgt, i actually forgt u noe. So i juz say i woke up late, which actually i didn't lol. I only after she ask den i rmb it's coz i was tying the shoe laces for v long lOL. Kkaes. Ytd reached home unpacked n stuff den go out eat dinner!! :DDDD Muahaha, the place was quite cooln foods' pretty not bad xD

Now. Im kinda done here. I still hvnt finish my homework lols. Oh yea... and u noe... Ok nvm, just that feels she should write her own notes la. Like hello, i listen write my notes rgt den she go copy. Like seriously. Everything. .... Can't refuse la, coz i know her ma. And quite fren wif her luh... But like dunnid everytime i write one word she must look over my paper see i write wad rgt. Kkaes... maybe it's just a one/twotime thing... if so den of coz nvm luh! We'll see.

Oh rgt. And u noe. I was in the train when i was heading home. And i think i saw that person lor. That person enter e train n leant on the near the door one, onli is diff door from me, same side even lol. Well i cnt really make myself see properly so may only la. But looks rather quite like. But den when i thought abt it after i got off e train it kinda feels mayb not lez. Why would that person even be boarding the train in khatib in uniform... Nvm nvm. Just. Okaes so i guess im gonna go off, like soon? Hahas. Kkaes. Yulleness rock. I got miss it during the camp yeh! Finefine. Yulleness rock. Byes.

"Don't pretend to be what you don't intend to be."

That is, if you know what you do intend to be.

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Sunday, January 2, 2011
2.1.11

Fk. I WAS SUPPOSED TO DO MY HOMEWORKKKK!!! Ohkay lets chill... So, still got 21 pages of sci homework + maths paper (hw?) that is thrown dk where. Eithers i had been in attempt of doing the sci... with a blur state. I bet u 101% whatever i studied this whole year had been cooked, fried, grilled, steamed, then burnt black and died off and vanished into thin air. Oh gosh, it's heck MCQ u noe. Well they said 'll recommend reading through sec3 sci txtbk and do em but i havent yet but the worksheet wrote sec2 express lez, not some sec3... Blegh. Lazy to go flip that book, perhaps tmr or later? Idiotslackprocrastinator. Im so gonna so finely screwed[: I told myself i was going to finish my hw ytd, den td. Damnit sch is reopening on tues!! And i didnt managed to drag myself to the barber this afternoon either. Which either meant tmr, or one month later. And i wonder what to choose.

Okays, talking about choosing sth else piss me. The other emcee for the TC campfire said she wun be turning up for the campfire n so my other guide ppl ask mi go choose another sec1. Which is dots ttm, choose who? Why me choose sieh. But main thing is. Hear this, JUST the campfire. WTH? Then i oso wan skip campfire!! Can go TC w/o staying all the way? Tell me earlier lah! Waliao i oso wannnnttt ~.~ I bet you i can say i got chingay lor. Waliao. Ok mayb i am overreacting but. But. AHHHH whatever. Am i seriously going crazy now that sch is restarting in a few hours? Heck yes 27hours later fucking school is restarting. And im so dreading the TC. Not to mention i hvnt even pick twigs for e cooking stuff of TC. One big bag summore. Pissed pissed pissed. At myself. And oso why nv tell me can skip campfire -.- Oh, not to mention i still got stacks of untouched homework screaming back at mi when i screamed at them for existing. ...... Now, maybe i really am going crazy.

Originally i wanted to post ytd, around midnight considering it was a rare 1.11.11, but i couldn't find a good quote so i didnt... Not that i found a fantastic/applicable one by now, still finding, just really felt the need to post. All that i studied are DEAD. Officially. Mannnn. Plus kimberly ask me go chingay tmr to take the tee but i guess i might skip tmr... Come on! Usually i go chingay get back 11am+ le lez, next day sch summore, plus see my MOUNTAIN of homework screaming for me while im so blatantly ignoring them pointblank. It would have been good if i had a gun and can shoot holes in them so i can say i was robbed. Now im perhaps going seriously bonkers, or maybe i was just too heavily influenced by My Girlfriend Is An Agent move i watched online last night. Ok the gun thing is admittedly caused by the movie >.> Che, whatever.

Besides, did i tell you yet. My computer officially cant play maple since there's this irritating virus threat whenever i click maple. Even after i uninstall + re-dled. Awesomeness of it all. Nah whatever. The thing currently now is. Or are.

Shyt load of homework, like seriously.
Dreadful TC and its twigs and songs to learn before TC.
Needing to actually choose somebody for the other hecking emcee
School that is openly starting in 27 hours seeing now is 10 : 00 PM sharp.
Me and the barber consideration.
I am so gonna be in 3Six next year... still feels uncomfortable. (Though this shud be least of importance now)

The more the merrier, bad things all have the same thinking. Crap em. And i gotta slp earlier td else i wouldnt sleep til 2 AM 3 AM even during school whereby i'll only have 2 or 3 hours of decent sleep. Which isnt gd. Gosh gosh gosh me. Idiotslackprocrastinator. Too bad its too long to put at my profile in this blog. It'll form another line thats why. GRRRR. Im pissed. At me. Super. Damn all that i had studied. They are DEAD damn it. DEAD. Che, whatever. 27 more hours. I really think i'll pon that chingay :\ Nid do homework, maybe go barber, catch up on SLEEP since it's the last day of hols!! Whae. Too fast.

Okaes i shall. Calm. This whole thing is idiotically pissing me off. PLUS that TC still nid purposely chap in. Zzzz. Tch. I tell you my DEAR homework, i'll complete you tmr. At least the science. Yulleness still rock. Byes.

"Friendship is how much you value one another"
Does it really matter if i am just but another?

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Friday, December 31, 2010
Farewells 2010

I almost forgot. But haven't, apparently, since im now here at last. Hm i got a feeling i will finish this post after 2010... which is hopefully not. Shall start in a while. Just something i HAD to, NEED to, MUST say before i do the stuff i came here to post. @$@$#!#@$!@%@#!@!@!!!!!!!!!! I FUCKING GOT into 3/6... Oh your highness it's so awesome i m so suay that of the 2 classes of B1 combi batch, i was split into 3/6 instead of 3/2. Heck is this. Dun like that number la comeon.... zzzzz to the max. I cant imagine myself introducing "Hi im from 3SIX" no offence i just don't like the class number. Serious. Sue me, half of it is coz i don't wanna to be tot as worse of express and a NA. Sorry perhaps im being mean but well... thats my thoughts currently luh... Well~ just get used to it? Something i just have to do harx... if it's possible ._." Lols, we'll see. Though chances are low. What a "present" to give me on even the last day in 2010 harx. Nvm, perhaps now all the SHYT will stay in 2010. This year wasn't a great one. Okaes... 10.32pm, let's start.

January
Heavy thoughts i guess, was on all that on changing cca and so trying to decide whether to change it or not. Seriously disliked guides, peak of that, blindly or not. But the contradicting factor : points, duh. Later in the month, i tink i was waiting, almost enthusiastically in a negative way, for time to be able to change it... Other than that, introduction of tchers etc. Same sci tcher, a nice hist tcher, quite gd chi tcher n other tchers lol. Oh and chingay 2010 i rmb going down and waiting for the cars/performances. They were lateeee and it ended pretty fast.

February
I can't remember exactly when i gt to get the paper from the teacher in the hall after the CCA talk. But after getting it just say the skipping starts, as in, officially disappearing into the MIA-act from cca lawls. I went searching for teachers i/c of ccas... sometimes sudden lack of guts n just kept "tmr" so... quite some bits of obvious procrastination here. When i do find the teachers n talk to them, nid to actually arrange time for audition n stuff which is usually a week after the day i talked to them. So not much done actually. Just auditions i guess?

March
Somewhere arnd this month. Emo-time. Serious. Lols. Desperate much. Near closing date le lor. I even got called into a talk with the teachers... lols. Band? Infocomm? Chinese dance? Choir? Cybernetics? Art club? Rejected much. The chinese dance audition was one of the later ones, they actually said they would consider me and let me in after the audition. But guess wad, i backed out in the end. Cowardice of me, but see all those people who are super flexible even the trying-to-appeal-inside sec1s, i feel like it's rather.... Useless for me to join, don't think i can even match up you know. Which means i wouldn't get a chance to go wherever is needed to earn points. For band, well, just remember that i thought that i wouldn't be able to be trained in time for SYF which is the points part, plus my band frens were telling me their super lot trainings so i scared i might wan to change again after/if i join. So didn't... even tho i really tried to. It's the first cca i thought of to change into. See how cowardice i am. The last option was green club when others had been ruled out. But i guess... Despite how much i had tried to convince myself my preference should be the only factor in cca, hell no, my mind still screams POINTS POINTS POINTS matter more than how much i enjoy it. In the end, it ruled. Congratulations. I should have realized it sooner, perhaps.

My academics this month, (CA1) was hell shyt. Bloody, and im bloody serious. What else do you expect when nearly every few days i'll be off carrying a file, pen, that green paper off to find teachers. And when skipping CCA -lik every single on-, on bus, on train, on computer even, all i'll be thinking abt is cca cca cca cca. Such a haunt. Perhaps there was sth on abt SRP but oh well didn't rmb much of it in this period.

April
Giving up and just flat down thinking, 'oh hell lets just stay in guides.' But not turning up. I think still gt 1 audition/ talk with the teacher you see... But apparently other than that, normal lessons. Soon, the delayed+delayed+delayed+delayed closing date, due to ppl like ME, is over even. So end of story. Set. Near the end of month, I remember actually showing up when i set my heart down and decided it's useless unnecessary n unneeded to think about actually enjoying cca. Pretty inconspicuous in the guides i tink? But it was all well... i guess. After staring at the sch diary's LEAP page for nights. At least i was appearing and being guai again.

May
About SA1. Some slacking amidst studying but studying all right. Oh, and my bdae on later of the month ;D Thanks for whoever sent/gave me greetings once again hahaha.

June
Holidays~♥~ Super maple time, i rmb. Lolol i became a priest this month!! Such a surprise/shock im suddenly back playing maple after years of hibernation. Lols blame my sis, she play i play, sorta liddat :P Lalalala, met some nice buddies on maple luh, guild n all. And den time past fast, as ever as during holidays. Went out perhaps a couple of times? Man, my memory is getting bad. Oh izzit arnd here that my yullen obsession starts? ♥♥♥♥♥~ But i think i was oso quite high abt KHR here. Do remind me, there was SRP thing going on too, met up once or twice with simran/soyoung for it beh~

July
Oh CA2. Another one poorly done. Yeah sucks. C6 for maths again. Didn't study much i'd admit... Was still on com hehs. And den suddenly boom~ CA2 o.o Lessons as per normal, with CA2s on the lessons itself :\ Oh and i guess... Super Rushing SRP and perhaps HIST (which admittedly i didn't do much...PSry didnt noe wad to do lol) ANDDD I passed my 2.4km just one shot! :D And no i didnt "cheat" lik last time whereby i cut e corners since i passed this the first time which is at the stadium nt sch^^ Not that awesome timing... But i passed with one shot hehs. Hahas, still failed overall thx to freaking PULL UP and SBJ which i cnt ever seem to pass.

Anyways im pausing this to watch the show, heck cares this post 'll past 12am since it will anyway even if i continue at this rate. Cya in a bit.

August
Happy birthday Singapore! Yeps lemmi think. Lessons, cca... And SALT xD Muahaha, yes i juz went n check e ticket. Watched SALT during August, man it was totally a rock movie :P Action/thriller woohoo! Yulleness rock more tho HAHA :D

September
A week of break! Den... more into lessons? LOl if that's possible for idiotslacker lik me. Idk, just rmb trying for fewer com (but still got online duh) and such. Wake up, sch blablabla... Yeps lessons and normality i guess. And being guai and appearing for cca. Honestly, after that incident with cca and after i set it down and told myself im going to bloody stay in guides, i totally went for every single one lers! Rmb not feeling guides was all that horrible liao, state of neutrality now i would say. Perhaps it's just that the feeling went away, the feeling that cca should be sth to be excited and really happy abt[: Well, you could say...
I was so scared that history would repeat itself that that itself made history repeat itself.

October
The ever Major SA2. Well i guess i studied. But, to tell the truth, a little rushed for some subjects since i was... well delaying it again. There you go, idiotslacker. Maybe i shud add in procrastinator. Idiotslackprocrastinator. Such a long name... Man and it isn't something gd zzz. Disappointed with quite some of the results when i received em. Like. MATHS. FUCKING COMPOS. Quoting from a mapler, whom i was juz now playing a game he opened. "Are you blind??" Yes that's totally it for that maths paper but if it was me i would describe myself as: "Am i FUCKING blind??" The answer would be, No. But there were stamps stuck on my eyes zzzz.

Oh, den i took alot photos on the last 2 days with 2/2'10, one of which is be-yourself day. Totally gonna remember 2/2'10, the craziest class ever~ o.O Wouldn't say forever coz don't tink it's very plausible. Anyways, as loud and crazy as the class is, the ppl r mostly, i would say, approachable and friendly haha. Not that im all that social either, but it's just one of those classes that you can say, yes even if im not that close to much of anyone im actually IN this class whereby i can talk to people n dey'll respond. If you get wad i mean. Not that likely you would really get it, if you're sociable unlike me lol. Idk if it's different mind sets or wad, but...well that's wad i like in the class.

Den soon, the last few days in the month are holidays, and a chingay training. Oh was it in this month i dropped my fone in the toilet? ... D':

November
:: HOLIDAYS :: Some chingay trainings~ Com!!! Wad else~ Holidays are lovedddddd. But now, tell me whr my holidays went F5

Hm oh right. There was a...random night... when i tot abt chess, alot. I went to sleep writing a letter to apologize to mr chang in my head... Sorry. I forgot how i was truly happy when playing chess when i was young ever since P5 for unknown reasons, and did the stuff i did. No i do not hate chess im sry i did. Even if it might not have been good to do that, it's my fault to begin with. Just like with. Well anyways i don't think i'd have the actual guts to actually do it and write n give a letter... so nvm.

Now sry for the sudden drop in mood? BUT I WAN MY HOLIDAYS F5 F5

Demember
:: HOLIDAYS :: Some chingay trainings~ some guides meeting~ Internet/ff/tumblr/fb/maple/YULLENESS/manga/etc~ Sleeping really late and waking up late~ Oh man holidays are loved, how much can i emphasis it~ Not long ago just bot a maple card for $10.20 at CC myself. How long was since i last bot a card for the games? Im totally back maple this year... Or months luh o.O Eithers. I bot it + renewed my popular card on tt same day. 3 yrs for the popular card this time, since they go and increase the price ea year into 8 bucks lolol n onli gt offer for 3 years. And there's this thing since two days ago (WTH 2 days alr??) when i went out with felicia.... for shopping^^... and it's... BOOTS. Im telling you im so in love with boots. BOOTS rock!!!!!!!~~ I wan to get one, asap, though dk when. Since they're super ex. Ranged >70 bucks minimum. Wait until i can earn money myself after sec4? Coz dun wan use my parents' $$ buy such ex shoes n my savings come from em oso wad... if they'd even allow in the first plc. But but i wan it mannn lols. And isn't world gonna end in 2012? Den wad abt my boots. If i w8 til den to earn $$ myself. LOl. Hmmm we'll see luh. I'll get it in sec3 or 4 perhaps... We'll see.

Okays. Seems im mostly done. Was it long? I spent abt 45 minutes away from computer... so the rest of em is the timing for the post, so far. Now commencing the 2011, the time is now currently 2 : 01 AM aka 0201. Oddly nice hahas. Lets see. I would not call them resolutions this time considering those so-called ones i did previously... i don't really rmb em cept vaguely. So this time they're just stuff to do. Hahas. Lets see. One must is for me to diet. So just 3 things i guess?

1. Diet / Lose Fats & Weight
2. Good grades
3. Be me as much as I can to others, even if I remain a mystery

Erhehe... Those're what came to mind first. As for the third, is vaguely a too vague thing but i shall just place it there. I love the last part of the third. While, begrudgingly i didn't thought that up myself. *How can I be me, when even i remain a mystery?* was something i saw somewhere. Hm my protests of the class is dulling into a whatever for now, though i still really don't like that number. Eithers, 12months, 1 year of 2010 is up. Gone. Over. Let the shyt remain in 2010 and loved the short times of happiness.
Farewells 2010, this year i realize a lot.

Happy New 2011. Be a better year [:

- kwanhong ♥

"Never regret something that once made you smile."
No matter what.

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Tuesday, December 14, 2010
an day out

Helloooo. Not that long since the previous post uh~ But anyways im here to blog of ytd heh. Well, kinda an all-day-out ytd.

So, i slept at like arnd 2am+ on sunday. And den ytd i woke up at like 8am... Yeah, coz nidda go sch for guides, paint the training camp's flag n identity stuff luh. Den i spent lik 7hrs thr o.o Paint paint paint den go lunch, which i ate e cup noodles @ $1~, den go bak slack abit, den paint paint paint. Til abt 5pm~ LOl man. Im gonna upload e identity thingy heh? In awhile... i write finish 1st [: Yep so abt 5pm, which abt left mi n janis nia coz the others nid go home or gt stuff to do. I was supposed to meet geokling tt day to pass her the drawing i did for her but well in the end chng to td? Hm. So so, abt 5pm+ left sch. Which left mi wif arnd 2hrs til chingay which starts at 7pm.

This is mine...

And these r the patrol's o.O lol but madeline's one is mi n janis do de coz she left early

And so, i went to cityhall first since i rmb thr's a book fest on the email sent to mi haha. Besides, it'll take shorter time to get to lavender from cityhall since both includes green line of mrt. Yeahhh~ Took abt 1hr to get to cityhall plus strolled to suntec convention hall~ And i bot 2 slices of bread from breadtalk and 1 cocoa milk drink thing from 7eleven on the way. Hehhh~ Gd ting mi vaguely rmb-ed the hall no. was 602 from the email hahaha. So i went up the escalator den reached hall 403 liddat den i realize is on the sixth floor so took more escalatorsssss.

Yep so finally reached the hall n went in. Look arnd abit den found one seems-quite-nice-book, named "The Sleeping Doll". Which i started reading on the spot, for like 45mins?? Only read lik 5 chapts siah. But the book is rather nice leh wanted to read on but realized is lik 6.40pm liao O.O Honestly i first checked the time at lik 6.30pm, i tot wow abit late le, but decided to read one more chapt so yah... Looked the price, thr's 2 versions - $18.14 n $17.12 de. But no money lol so nv buy luh. And oso coz it's a rather mystery + action + thriller book. So i dun tink i'll actualli read it twice coz the mystery is gonna be alr solved from the 1st time i read it. But it's really pretty nice lez, wonder if i can find it in library or sth o.O No high chances tho, always cnt find e bk u wan to read in the library de lor. But but so, i quickly left the hall, down the escalators, n walked back to cityhall mrt~ Lol the last time i went suntec's convention halls for AFAX i couldn't find e way bak to cityhall so went to esplanade mrt instead, whr i took the circle line which took super long to get to yishun since it went e other longer way i tot it would, so tt time meet with felicia n beile rather late o.o Anyways im successful tis time n gt to cityhall mrt~ Whee.

Den i realize it's SUPER crowded. I almost couldn't get onto the first train, well i still got on eventually but it's coz i squeezed in last min -.-" Yeah yeah so at lavender, squeezed out again at the last min coz the door opened on "the other side". Lollssss. Den half-ran to outside lavender which i slowed down heh. Abt 7pm when i walked to the PAYM. Yepps n coz beile and kimberly nv go o.O i juz go thr sit down when i saw e sec4 gal wif her fren lor. Bt dey talktalk so i juz sat near em. Yeah den the training start liaoooooooo. Ended lik 9.50pm n debriefed til 10pm- considerably on time since last time it went on til lik 10.30pm xD My legs alr ache near e end liao lor :S Cnt rly squat properly nw lOl. And laurene's fren lost his fone ._. Hnn so ltr went bak on train home, which i chose to get off at khatib tis time o.O Den yay home~

The sky looked a bit gray coz of the lights~ but this pic nt v 'show' it luh

15 mins spent watching a show wif my mum > 20 mins used for com > abt 10-15 mins shower > dk how long spent slacking on e sofa > dozed off on the sofa for 1hr+ o.o > wash up > go bed sleep~~ Whee dk y i reporting em, juz felt lik it xD Oh n so ytd dinner was cool, coz it was the 2 bread i bot from breadtalk since i nv take the mac burger from the PAYM ppl hahaha. Yeps a true all-day-out i guess? xD Hahs. Oh oh n e sec4 girl's fren say i looked lik a sec4 o_o Erm shud i be happy abt it? Luhhhhhh be neutral :D

Well well so fast 3.37pm liao. Well i woke up l8 td luh kinda tired haha. Gonna go out ltr to pass geokling e drawing she asked mi to do lols, might be abit l8 lOls. Ps i tink im alr late for meeting geokling lol. Den ltr i guess going dinner wif felicia~ Hehhhh. Some cafe cartel which i nv hear b4 one. Che, i bet 18th chef is better ba o; Lol i juz che'd, again. Anyways kanda rocks and yulleness still rocks! Cyaaa. Byes.

-kwanhong♥

"If you want the rainbow, you have to put up with the rain"
But not all times there would be rainbow after rain.
Just think about it, how many times had one seen rainbow
despite the many times one had seen rained.

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Saturday, December 11, 2010
11-12-10

Hi. Guess wasn't all that long since i last posted... i guess? Oh wait no shit i posted in nov. It's, wad, december already... DECEMBERRRRRRRR. Well, simply put holidays are going at a crazy speed that is scary. Beh.

So, td woke up earlyyy despite sleeping at like arnd 1.45am ytd, and went for chingay. Dance dance dance yeah... Dehydrates again near da end. This time idk why i didn't just go back in o.O But well so there's this pink shirt guy, is he first aider?, "Are you okay?" "Yah." Well yes den he pass by me to the back for dkkk. And okays, beile got come for chingay td O; Haha. Plus kimberly went off early coz she gg er church. So after that we went to eat sushi. LOL. At cityhall. Even after we ate the bun provided :x And i tot i wouldn't eat lunch td... But the sushi's niceeee luh, oh. Plus the chuwanmushi. Spent lik $5.30 thrr~ Den den walk abit lo, DENNNN. Thr's this small crowd of ppl writing stuff on quite large big white balls with markers. So i go forward n wanna write sth xD Kinda dragged her oso~ Weeeee. And YES I WROTE. Lalala, quite happy? Hmm dey said write sth abt wish so well i rmb my msg went lik this. I shud hv taken a pic!! Tink wrote de hai quite nice O; Honestly i considered it back den but tot it's a bit. weird? So yah.

I wish everyone a
Merry
Christmas
and wish to be happy :D
♥ signed

Yeps exactly liddat[: And td dinner was black pepper chicken~ Lolol y am i writing that here o.O Well anyways. Oh u noe i nearly forgt monday and tuesday i gotta go for some guides ting to paint some flag for the training camp'11......... Hn, just say im nt tt excited to going bak sch for guides, or to go out at all heh. A little lazy perhaps. Beh im more often dan not slack anyway. But i love holidays<3 No no i don't mind the casual style at all, i prefer it 100x more than sch~

Eyer the html go dlt some of the words n i cnt rmb wad i rly wrote ler. Hmm. Tumblr<--random much. But yea still gt go thru tumblr's werhhh~~ But agree with a tumblr-er it's a little more lag dan usual ever since the "we'll be back shortly" thing.

Heh. I sound a little weird td do i? Or mayb juz this moment beh. Dk. Dk. Dk. A little weird off and perhaps a tad pissed for unknown reasons. And gosh, my mum juz has to nag at this time. Tell mi it's PMS i bang my head on pillow luh. Oh just noticed td is 11.12.10, kind of consequent o.O Hnn it's 11.27pm -shytlock whr did 11.11pm went- so well cyas. Byes. Yulleness still rock.

"To betray you must first belong"
So how do you know you belong?

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Monday, November 29, 2010
not what we once were anymore

Hellos. Ytd night went down for chingay. Pretty cool ytd since ppl are all rather high due to the fact that thr's no sun and it's night time? LOl but yea, the walk-in song is done i guess. Haha. But antisocial much im still i would say.

Well what else? Just that we're no longer what we once were harx. Not really needed anymore am i? Over me now~ Simple enough..

Oh right i didn't create a new tumblr acct... i just created another blog in the same acct though it's a little troublesome since everytime it'll go back to the original one before i had to press to change it into the one i now post pictures/quotes yeah. But well i thought of a suitable name so i started posting/reblogging there some already i guess.

>> www.facaded-ance.tumblr.com

Hmm oh ya. My fone is seriously sot recently... Ytd from lavendar to yishun i kept taking out and placing back the battery but still couldn't press :| Gonna nid go the center, soon... But dk if they'll fix though O: But i still love you phone! Ahaha.

And yes, sry didn't really feel like leaving house td so didn't leave for suqin's bdae party. So...
Happy Bdae Suqin! [: Yes i know nobody cept me reads but stilll.

Oh... Anyways i dreamt of something last night and ended up crying. Wasn't not precisely me but is rather suiting as i saw her so kinda felt for her or felt like that too or whatnot... Yea woke up for a sec in plenty of tears but i ignored it and continued back to sleep/dream lol... Well yeah.

Okaes so cya? Byes. Yulleness still rock.

Times changed but it wouldn't have mattered if we hadn't.
Isn't it?

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Friday, November 26, 2010
Fridayyy

Hellossss. Sometime no post eh. Well not that anyone cept me really comes here. Since im more of an antisocial and whatnot ahahaha. So of course my blog is too :D Am i going crazy? But wow, seriously. Abt 1 month of hols teleported awayyyyy already T.T Sadly. I mean, isn't it seriously going too fast during hols huh.

Well well. I'll most probably be going chingay tmr. I skipped the one on this week monday's night. Not that i dance all that well o.O And frankly, i haven't known any new people lolol~ Oh yea coz im more of antisocial? Hahahaha. Another thing would be, i guess i gonna go pack some stuff~ Tmr. Yea tmr... let's just see if i'll make it another "tmr" of tmr. Since i had intended to do so td but turned out, oh well.

By the ways, i was made the emcee with sb else for the guides campfire'11. Like wow, but anyways the script's done by now so yeah. So more unfortunately than not, i wouldn't be able to go for chingay that sat, which supposed to be some final combined rehearsal, and that weekend shall be gone with it. Laaaaaaaaaa. But honestly, not much thanks you know, i prefer my wkend.

Ohohoh, i went to this yr's AFAX, 13 november 2010. Tho actually i only really took note this yr. So well yes i went and the photos i posted em on fb...... 164 photos posted i guess, blogger's gonna be troublesome for posting high no. of pics so i shall skip that on here, sadly speaking. Hahahhaha. Maybe i am going crazy indeed, but seriously hols are better muahahaha. Back to the AFAX, lets say thr's like 3 to 4 amazing cosplays that i saw~ Like really seriously alike and nice and all. Think i'll post those? Hmm maybe not since im lazy now, or maybe later.

I got a sgbeat acct after i wondered what that does since ppl can post status outdoors. And i tot it was pretty cool and convenient and fun? Hahaha... So yes i got one. Tho i had to wait 24hrs for the activation mail to be sent. Yes it's pretty gd to use actually.

What else now. Mostly com i would say, not that i maple alot this time. And thennnnn. 11.11pm~ Wait a sec. Okay so er what then. Hmm well perhaps it's due to me going thru pretty much tumblr quotes and picture that i suddenly came up with and i just felt like saying this:

Times changed
but what really mattered
is that we changed

Yes so, i have been going thru tumblr like since a couple of days ago, well since i found a pretty nice tumblr to follow. And well i might create another acct just to post pictures and quotes since the current one, well i already posted some stuff... ya, and maybe i shall just use it to see others' tumblr. Might luh, for creating another tumblr acct? Might... And of coz, see if i could think of a name.

Now... 11.46pm lets see... Nah, that's all. Not going off yet behs, but. Byes. Yulleness rock.

"The good thing about photographs is that they don't change even if we did"
That is, if they still exist.

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