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PROFILE

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K W A N H O N G ♥

Or, perhaps, Kathryn.
Existing for the 16th year.
2105 is the day.
Cusp; so Gemini/Taurus.
Com siao, manga/fanfic freak, idiotslacker.
My mood go on a rollercoaster sry.
NLPS'03'04'05'06'07'08 ANDSS'09'10'11'12 UNKNOWN-AND-I-DUN-WANT-TO-KNOW '13


SIMPLY ME

Yullen all the way. Kanda totally rocks.
Current manga favs DGM; 07-GHOST; DD;
Drawing & Reading are hobbies outside com.
Not much of an interesting life but who cares?
Sony Ericsson W595 <3
Is her first phone gotten on dec'08.


SCHEDULER

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WISH UPON A STAR

*Be healthy
[x] Get into Triple science
/// Pass NAPFA
/// Get the damn lighter
[x] Light pink nail polish
[x] Black jeans
[x] More nice tops
/// Hoodies
/// Light colored jeans
/// More jackets/coats
[x] Flats
/// No failures for exams
/// Good grades
/// White nail polish
/// Pastel green nail polish
/// Metal rings with designs
/// HEEL BOOTS<3
/// Try soba
[x] Thumb drive


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Kimberly
Leeting
Yunxin
Simran
Xuan
Yangting
Weiling
Brenda
Danielle
Rachel
Fiona
One Link
Two Link
Three Link


BACK TO WHERE WE ONCE WERE

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♥ January 2011


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Saturday, January 30, 2010
new yr clothes

Td went out buy clothes for new yr~ At first went yishun see see first. Den mostly dun hv after walking one big rnd but at building 2 gt grey one quite nice but damn ex n material nt gd so nv buy. Den went amk. Bot 1 red shirt, 1 black top, 1 grey shirt, 1 black jeans in amk hub. Im so ntuc branded hahs. By den like 4.30pm le bah. Kkaes den went looking for my long sleeve de jkt wich cnt seem to find one tt really fits. Look lik sooo long still cnt find. Abit bu shuang at the shops tt time. So hm went dinner at coffeeshop first. I ate grilled unagi ramen mum ate mix veg rice beh. Hm den ltr went street walking abit til reach This Fashion, bot 1 jkt 1 camisole. Den go street walking again bot another camisole. More street walking. Quite late liao... Mrt bak to yishun, go see some stuff bt cnt find wad i wanted hm. Den go interchng, bot a bag. Go bus plc tink 812 left nt too long ago. Walked home, mum gt buy some stuff along da way. In conclusion spent quite lot mum's money td psps and tyty. End.

GG vs GC still no idea wtf. Problems still gg on lik some kns. Nt much time to decide zzz. Gt abit sore throat n runny nose heck. My fone is sot liao kb. And apparently i hvnt study at all for the 4 tests 1 spelling tis coming wk crap. Bt reach home l8 liao dun wan touch bks wan slack, tmr, mayb. Bye.

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长大了吗?
我长大了吗。。。
"哎呀,她又不是小孩子了嘛"
为什么要那么说。
你可知道。
我是多么。
多么不想长大呀。
无知总比多虑好。
傻乎乎总比疑心病好。
想法简单。
至少还知道自己要些什么。
我是真的。
真的不想长大呀。
真的要现实慷慨宽容些。
真的想让一切。
像从前一样地简单。
让我在生活里透透气。
自欺欺人也罢。
我只想要一切。
变得简单。
告诉我。。。
我还没长大。
我还没长大。


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Friday, January 29, 2010
desperation

Td interview. Nt accepted basically. I guess i'll juz say. I tried. Shall go no further. No mood to talk abt it. And den, i didnt noe if i realli will wanna go green club huh. So tot abt it. Tink. Den ltr try find the tcher i/c. She say she already home. Bt td form is last day. So she say mon morning giv her sign den she help mi say or sth. So went home. All the while thinking. Shud i really join. Or shud i juz stay in guides. Tho the mdm cancelled my name alr. Idk. Seriously not an idea wad i shud do. And u juz dunno how desperate i was. And my fone cnt work so i cnt sms anybody abt it. I juz walked arnd in circles, rmb it was lik 4pm by den. So i didnt go guides alr tho td hv meeting. Im being v serious telling u. Nothing is going straight.

Green club eh. Sounds lame. But i guess i juz dun hv any choices anymore hars. I bet. I wun even get a bare minimum cca pts considering i joining it. I juz hv no idea wad i will do after seeing it. Go into depression, mayb huh. Bang my head? Mayb huh. No offense to the ppl from it. Juz. Wad i felt like saying sry. And plus thr's lik 4 tests 1 spelling nx wk. Wich is dots and the idiotic cca problem. I seriously tink i might go crazy. Green club huh. Prepared to get an extremely low score for leap. Gdness. Im seriously worse than everyone on this cca crap already.

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我累了。
真的很累。。。很累。
历史不断重演,我好累。
心有余而力不足。
一个决定隔着两个江山。
一分隔着两片天地。
难免有不舍。
不知坐在那多久,想了多久,又哭了多久。
不是错了就错了。
是错了就别无选择了。
还有回头路吗,但我又想回头吗?
心有余而力不足。
是否还应该。


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Thursday, January 28, 2010
everything is against me

Zzzzz. I tink. My phone is gg spoil... Wtf. Im juz too tired to say anymore. Nothing is gg right for me. NOTHING. And tmr dateline, i cnt get his signature i tell u i die. Seriously and completely. Muz stay in guides n u noe, wed i saw the mdm go cancel my name on list liao. And i gt a feeling i cnt get in?? Omg. DIE I TELL U. DIE. OUT OF TIME AND I DIE. And i didnt hand in my geog wb td eh, nv photocopy card & nv take new p.p pic wich is due tmr eh. Nothing gg right for me, i juz dunno wad to say abt this anymore.



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Tuesday, January 26, 2010
horrible day

I shall tell u tat today is a VERY HORRIBLE day. First, for some fked up reasons, my phone de LEFT BUTTON and OFF BUTTON cnt press. WAD THE FKING FREAKING SHYT HELL AH???? T____T my dear phone... T___T And den, tmr is a freaking CCA day. Wich means, the idiotic letter issue. WICH IS JUZ SO DAMNED. Gdness sake im juz screwed up. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. And btw, erm gt see tcher td den say ask my current cca tcher sign first den go see how. Like ok, idk when is the 'terview den the dateline is tis wk!! And i gt a feeling i cnt get in shyt. NO TIME LAR.

Ok ok. I. Juz finished da art de. Wa siah, paint super damn long lik shyt man. Dun realli turn out tat gd oso -_- So freaking hell. Kkaes i tink. I tink dun hv other hmwk bah. Kaes buai. WAD A FKED UP DAY IS THIS. Td's pic is very applicable to mi damnit all.


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Monday, January 25, 2010
screwed

Ok i juz came out of audi. Wanted play swan lake de but dun hv the file... Anywae was playing kelvin and kimberly. Haiiiz. Seriously. Btw, i asked tcher td. Bt coz he rushing for lesson, he juz ask why i wan chng n say its nt all up to him den say nx time den say or find him ltr. But well i cnt find him and den. Argh i seriously dunno whr all this is gg. Nvm its damn damn damn frustrating. So suckish, gonna dead meat gdness. Dead. So dead. NO TIME DAMNIT.

Hm oh ya td chi class was free period so cool, coz tcher nv come!! Hoho. Den well, did my maths ws i had forgotten to do... Finish liao jiu go wif juniper n kimberly coz kimberly wan go walk. Lolz. Coz wkend online too much sia, didnt noe gt tat ws!! Den coz tis morning i was bringin my file to sch ma. Walk walk walk, one piece of paper flew~ out. So i went pick up den O_O how come i forgt gt this?? Yah basicalli liddat lars.

And den, wanted buy sketch bk so go popular but super ex lor. Hello like $10; $13 lez! So ex lor so nv buy. Den i bot kimberly a horoscope bk lol, i myself wanted buy it deh bt dun hv my horoscope. And den i hvnt did my art shyt. AND the idiot letter how???? Omg so dead. Hm yah tats all. Buai.


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Saturday, January 23, 2010
neverending problems

Ok so... Im not supposed to come online td one!! But obviously i came online. Played audi for quite some hrs td sieh. Again. Oh wow, anywaes gt play wif kimberly, kelvin n weiling some rounds hars. And kelvin go say wan play union bp, den ltr he dc hai mi lose 2k!!! 2k earn v long lez. Haha, but actualli not realli lar. Even if he thr tink still lose. Coz i nt gd enuf deh.

Hm oh btw, i tink i dropped my fone way too mani times. Coz now i cnt press the left button on my fone. Wad the freaking hell man. Zzzzzzzzzzz, the up vol button at the side alr abit sot sieh. Muz. Stop. Dropping. My. Phone. Oh reminds mi, better post my fone pics from tat time hehe. I noe ppl tink "oh its juz a fone" but. My phone is my first phone u noe!! Simply luv u man, w595. Muahaha. ♥♥♥ w595!!

Hm i finished my chi situation, sci & eng hw lers. In wich the eng i kinda anyhw do. The maths whole of last ques i dun even get a heck on wad to do, so counted not done lar hor. Haiiiz. Still gt wad lehs, oh ya i slpt at 4am ytd siah. Reading stuff online. Den my sis woke up haf way mi look at mi like "huh??????" Lolz.

Hm tink im gg in audi again, play mayb few games since kelvin say he playing now. Haiz seriously. Nvm. Anywae, i still dunno wad to do wif the letter... Typed out le but nid signature sia. Die liao eh?? Gdness sake. Screw it all. Buai.



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Friday, January 22, 2010
damn deep in trouble

Yes; like finalli fri, end of the wk! But. Im so damned. Basically. I skipped cca td. Wich was the postponed pre-camp training. Lik gdness sake. I gt kenna scolded n i can hear the mdm super super angry at mi. Omg. My pl go say "joyce mdm she say she at home already and dun wan come lehs" (i didnt exactly say tat, but guess still meant tat eh) den i can hear mdm behind v angry "huh?? whr can dun wan come one?! ask her come now!!" Omg i can die. Den ltr i went silent, den she say if dun go must give letter. So i "........ok lor" Yahs. Omg. Letter. I can die seriously. Getting more n more into trouble each bloody time.

Haiiiiz. Anywae, ytd after efl i went n gt the green form but hvnt looked for any tcher yet. Damn. I scared infocomm dun wan mi T-T Den i diedie liao. And mr cai go tell mi "confirm wif the other cca tcher first, if not it wun look gd on u if u say u wan quit but nv quit" I replied ok but i noe already too late liao lars. Told them alr... And not like im being looked any bit gd on. Haiz so hecked im, juz plenty of a screwed life.

Ok. Td lessons went on as per normal. Maths, CE, hist, eng. Supposed home run one, but den kelvin say can play audi in library so went wif kimberly n him. Coz i tot mayb can hide in library oso. Bt cnnt play in da end lols. Hm after she tot abt it, kimberly oso ponned wif mi. Ohla. Den we went to yishun, visited popular... Kim n mi bot files. Her one is the normal de, mi de is the big one $5 sia. Black color heh. Hm den bused home... Did abit of maths (i mean realli abit argh) den the call came. I alr mentioned it abv yahs, i was damn scared sia when i hear the mdm scolding behind. Crap. Wad to do abt the letter. Zzzz im so damned. Anywae ltr i go slp... til like 7pm den wake up eat dinner. Watch abit tv den came online.

Facebk-ed abit den went in audi. Played wif kelvin & kimberly. Weiling oso lars, but onli like 2 games. She damn pro lor. Ok so. Play play play... til like 11.30pm. Yah. Btw, pass the license liao. Hm can say its easier dan the last time i did the license lor(wich i did not pass after alot times)!!! The song easier n lesser pts required i tink. So lv14 now. Yeah. Basically tats it lor. And sigh, i gt lot hmwk hvnt do... Let mi see. Gt maths, sci, chi situational, eng compo... Oh well. See how it goes, suppose do td de. Bt late ler, guess mayb tmr... And den either ways. Im. So. Damn. In. Great. Trouble.



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Wednesday, January 20, 2010
wedding dinner

Td... actualli nth much 'cept lessons: maths, mt, sci, eng, lit, CI. And tat i went for this supposed pre-camp training @ guide HQ but, ltr seniors say the coach gt some thing gg on. Yeah, so kinda did drills... After tat, dismiss liao (lik arnd 6) den i talked to ms ho abt mi tinking of quitting. Yah yah den she kip say better not quit coz UG quit no more pts and so on. She's rather nice when toking to mi abt it lor, bet gt tcher sure demand. Den... well she say she gonna talk wif the other 2 guide tcher. Yah.


Ytd ma, home econs did nasi lamak~ Lolol. Eh well brenda did lik, most of it lar. Nt realli gd at cooking oh well. Chicken er rather burnt but still ok n the ikam billes oso ok, den i deco deco. Gt do the chilli oso, but i dun eat chilli mahs, so put in the sth lik plastic bag to bring home. Ate the nasi lamak as lunch den the chilli ltr tat nite still threw it away lols. And it reminds mi, shytto, i hvnt hand in the homecon wb...
Oh den ytd evening went out to grassroot hotel thr to attend an uncle de wedding. Haha the bride prettyyy sieh. Sit sit drink drinks & eat peanut, dey come in, dey cut cake, pour champagne down the glasses. Yah. At first gt red wine as drink, rather wors. Den drank haf the glass den dun wan drink liao. Den asked for orange juice aha. And i shudnt hv put away the red wine sia, waste wine!!! Mum say can ask her drink deh >< Another bad deed i did. Haiiz. Anywaes gt like 6 dishes: 冷盘, 佛跳墙, scallop dish, fish dish, duck dish, 清汤. Abit funny thing was tat coz 佛跳墙 still gt summore after dividing, alot ppl go ask my cousin eat aha. I noticed tat the wedding cake dunno went whr when the 1st dish was served btw. Hm den ltr finish lers jiu mrt home. Reach back home abt 12mn, rather tired went rest... Almost fell aslp but wake up den pack up wash up and blah. Den go slp liao. End.


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Monday, January 18, 2010
CIP

Hihi ppl. Ytd ma, went CIP @ koven hahas. Woke up at 6 sia, on SUNDAY mind u. Ok den went khatib coz meeting simran thr. Hm den she l8 so mi wait wait den ltr when she come 7.30am le so when alight bishan rush to circle line. Den hor, one train was here le den we tot is the other side one so nv run but is the one tat came lehs!! And man, the train came sibei SOON de lor, so soon took lik dunno how long. Plus the time counting the nx arrival of train is lik kip increasing in time instead of gg down... Den we were like "wth??" coz alr gonna late liao. Train came at like hello, 8 plus when we suppose reach thr 8 o.o Den ltr leeting sms mi she juz left house but she reached koven faster dan us!! Oh well, she live closer & gt a pretty car ma. Haha. Ok den she sho gd say w8 for us :3 But when we went up escalator cnnt see her, call her. After FINALLI, spotted her at the opposite side den realize we went wrg escalator to run back down den meet tio le~
a pic i took while waiting simran

Ok first thing first go thr take attendence, den went heartland mall chng clothes den go back listen to the wadever talk the man talking abt. Not tat we listen anywae. Lols. Take pic take pic hahaha. After the wadever talk finished, went wif sector G - wich is also our class ppl lars. Den go building collect food n blah lor. At first the girls all slack coz the in charge say we go check the floors of buildings. Lolssss but ltr oso still go collect food lik others. Kkaes den go collect collect. Alot houses nv even open door but gt some v nice one O: One family gav 4boxes of food sia, den gt one say she go buy den giv us. Lik wow haha. Oh n gt a playground somewhr in b/t blocks den when resting everyone go thr slack. Den gt this thing; look so interesting but go on already not interesting. Super dizzy i tell u, it go lik up down den the ppl pushing purposely kip spin so fast sieh. But actualli still quite fun lars, juz super super dizzy.
the item on playground i was talking abt

Hm den lunch time sit van go bak interchange~ Was mixed veggie rice den eat finish we went macs buy drink. All bot iced milo but i ask dun put ice, leeting oso but ltr say v yuck so still ask for ice in da end. No ice nicer, gt ice too dilute lez. Ohla den part 2 started went sort stuff out. At first sort the category its under. Juniper, kelvin, brenda came... Yah, den when sorting gt a packet of sugar went on my leg coz gt a hole in package -_- Den... sort into brands/items. Yah, finish le jiu pack into boxes. Den ltr one adult help us take a pic hm. DEN after tat can go home ler but they ask if some ppl wan go help unload stuff. Everybody took rather long decide haha, den ltr majority gg so oso went le lor. See the others quite far le so everybody ran. Walk thr de sia, den unload le take van go back. Sibei warm de lor, inside the van, but quite fun inside talking.

a pic of the final packing ups

Reach interchng by lik i tink 6++ den was deciding whether take brenda's van a not. Den majority taking so oso take, den was waiting for brenda's dad to come when... I tink the already loose screw of my head juz came off and i became abit siao.Yah was lik erm abit high kind. Coz waiting ma. Den go to the blankblank plc duno call wad behind the road den everybody go thr den mi go thr be siao haha. Cnt exactly rmb wad i did, juz abit siao jiu shi le. Juz walk around den tok tok tok lor eh den gt some time ppl go bak interchng sit den i go stand on the u noe, rail thing. Super shuang one xD Alot wind n gd view hohoho. Den ltr simin & leeting went home 1st coz dey gt pretty CARS~

Den brenda's dad came walk to the parking plc behind mall~still abit siao lars. Den sit on her van wif lets see. Simran, kelvin, juniper, and brenda herself (duh). Yeps den toktoktok den suddenly i juz kip laughing n laughing O.O Sth kelvin said, i tink lik "mediating gt liddat one meh" or sth. Yah den i laughed abit. Another bit. Den juz cant stop, keep lafing like siao LOL. When trying to stop laughing, er--i juz kept laughing b/t tries to stop laughing. Juniper den go say i take dunno wad name drug!! HAHA but i nv take lars. Ok, den ltr finalli laugh finish le, i super tired. Drug effect went off, tink juniper said tat. Lols. Ltr dey started talking abt stuff n stuff yeps. Den reach yishun le, mi kelvin juniper gt off. Went interchng wait 812, den kelvin wait wif juniper n mi o.o So tok lors, den bus come everybody go home! Yepps! Reach home abt 8, eat dinner 8 plus haha. Long post hor.

Anywae, ytd was FUNNN~~~ Hehe. Mayb partly coz i was rather high tat day and gone siao for abit during evening or sth. But mainly coz the ppl lars :] Hm den td nth much, kelvin lent mi the thumbdrive to install maple coz i say i kip gt error. Hvnt tried, ltr ltr. Juz tat no hmwk td, lik omg finalli gt a day tat dun hv hmwk since sch reopen!! The depressing thing is juz tat my idiotic cca prob is not solved. Yet. Grrrrrr, damn sia. Okok. Since i go post pics liao i might as well post all da pics of ytd. Gonna go upload on facebk oso. And tag ppl of coz. The final pic everybody took at the end was wif brenda i tink so mi hv is onli those my fone took. Ok so post pics liao, buai!!





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Friday, January 15, 2010
life

Yesyes end of wk 2. Fast yet slow. Haiz. Idiot cca prob, i still didnt gt guts ask mr chan, went ask mr cai after efl instead but he not realli the in charge so still nid ask mr chan in the end. Mi kinda scared of him sieh. Mr cai say lik infocomm schedule oso v hectic n stuff, den say nid go clear wif tchers of both sides den go take form. But now hor!! Coz im in UG rgt, if i quit liao totalli zero cca pts start from nth nth and NTH. Others still can get the pts. Damn. Then means onli gt arnd 1 yr plus siah, tink confirm cant get A for the leaps liao. Zzzzzzzzzzzz. Drag how mani bloody mths le, gdness sake. Life out thr is simply plain suckish. MOE is definitely sadistic to have come up wif such a heck thing called CCA i tell u.

Ok lar, so i supposed to chiong my 2compo deh but nv and came on instead ha... Mayb tmr... Eng suppose hand in td bt nv finish so nv hand in den chi i now onli at 2nd phara!! Omg sia tell u i always cnt finish compo de lo, epic fail. And td the spot-on eng compo i nv finish AGAIN, wth is wif mi man. Dun screw up a tiny thing will die izzit. Grrrrr when the hell can i settle all this crap. Seriously tink i gonna go insane soon. See'cha.



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Wednesday, January 13, 2010
some things can just never be the same anymore

Ok td uh, wed mah, can wake up ltr but i juz somehow woke up at 6 sia. Den l8r go bak slp again haha til near the time i set my alarm. Eh ok, so went sch the usual and blah. Oh, on the bus to yck rgt i saw a guy who look kinda like peter ho and kim bum add tgt o.O

1st lesson was tink maths den ltr hmt.. den use abit recess time to finish the hmt ws eh. Ok den weilin n kelvin i tink went down book table liao o.o den mi n simran sit wif em yah. Soyoung disappear arnd here lol. Oh den kim helped mi buy fries :3 thk ha. Ok so den was sci i tink. Yeps mi dun lik grp work, haf raise hand den mr chan nv see lol, but at least dunnid explain. Den den is i tink lit, yea lit. Gt the quiz sieh, didnt noe gt leh lols. But lucki ytd de eng period gt read da book~so still ok dehh. Hm den hist lesson, lol mr yong funni sia~! Bt i still tink he can get quite scary leh =\ And i still dun lik hist la, the hmwk i dunno how do btw... Argh. Ok well den er CI den over ler.

Td no cca for those nt going fer pre-camp training so i nv stay back. Den ltr my PL call mi sieh, ask mi if i gg or not so i juz say not going lors - tho i tot i nt supposed go? Ha-ha nvm. Kkaes den well i supposed do the model thing for the molecules for sci?? Tink i juz go crush up some newspaper and write the letters on it ltr. Ugly but wadever la aiyo, do models for wad. Okok and i sent someone a bdae greeting when it wasnt even their bdae td -_- psps sieh. Eh well den. Hm i bot a nail polish td lars. Oh yah, i supposed to ask mr chan td de but no guts >< so well, juz hope tmr i'll go ask. Gdness hope gt guts to go ask. But hor i tink mayb infocomm dun wan mi oso T__T Den i jiu go green club lo... Haiz. Well den, buai.

日不如前,夜不如往。坚持的都值得坚持吗,相信的都是真的吗。
多希望能回到那一年,虽然无知至少还快乐。


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Friday, January 8, 2010
idiotic srp

Walao eh. Haiz, 1st week of sch is over huh. 1st week alr gt so mani hmwk!!! Gdness, plus the SRP wich like majority of sci results this whole yr--idk how soyoung wanted to do it. Argh, is like. Aren't all acids liquid? If tats indeed the case, den we test every acids in the world? Like, huh??? Ok nvm im so damned, mayb will fail sci this yr thx to the SRP. Serious, v high percentage, den i die le lor. Why SRP percentage weigh so much huh?? Paper shud more impt rgt!! Stupid sci proj. I tell u hor, PROJECTS SUCK. Really, never liked projects at all. So especially not science. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

Okok, anywae td. Er gt guide meeting lor, i went lars den mi gt tell like some seniors im tinking of chnging ccas. Still paid the guide fund bt the badge thingy nv coz if chnging cca den... Yah. Dun dare tell guide tcher yet lars, i tink mayb go find the other cca tcher 1st or sth. But i scared no cca wan mi coz im gd at nth leh >< Haiz. So damn troublesome.

And well i admit i shud be hecking away at my hmwk instead of being here considering the pile of hmwk i gt (why first wk so mani hmwk??) Bt i guess tmr den do lar hor, but sia, cnt find anything for SRP!!!!!!!!! ARGH who the heck invented project works. If i nv find anything den like i nv do anything leh, tsk. Eeee but realli cnt realli find the electrical conductivity thing leh. How how?? Tsk la, nth i find except acid names nia!! Yes, who the heck invented project works!! D:< Chop u la.

Still gt wad leh... OHHH. I wanted to say this yr de geog tcher is abit erm, dots so the lesson is. Nt interesting lo, plus she beat around the bush alot de sia -_- Ms wang much better lehs, why post her out... Bt hist tcher is abit funni type tho i tink he can be rather fierce if he get pissed, the intro part of 1st lesson laughed quite lot hah, but, i still dun like hist lars. Alrites. Buais!!

PS: hm tink u not gonna read this but still.

HAPPY BDAE JIWON!!! (tink over thr is past midnite le ba)


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Tuesday, January 5, 2010
second day in sch

Second day at sch. Argh td was juz a bad day. Coz, coz coz. The guide tcher, hu called my house and scolded mi tat time, hu is super fierce tat one, is my MATHS tcher. Omg man i tell u i totally froze when i saw she's my maths tcher u noe. Seriously, not exaggerating at all. I juz suddenly, simply froze with my eyes like super big staring at her. And when she was taking attendence rgt, after she call my name u noe she said wad? Omg omg, she said "you'll have to speak someday harh" Coz tat time when she ask mi for reasons i nv say anything juz went "er..." rmb? Den the other guide tcher come want reasons i oso nv say anything but look at her. Omg GOT SO MANI MATHS TCHERS WHY HER??? Wthwthwth. T__T And plus my band friends all think i dun wan join ler and i STILL dunno and tmr gt guides meeting and nid settle the NYAA thing. The NYAA at most can til fri den giv money if gg, not confident can even til fri oso, mayb tmr nid settle liao omg >< Plus i didnt get the class timetable coz of dunno wadever fking reasons when i tot i heard they passing it down? Omg how bad can td get?

Damned, tmr is so gonna be a worser day isnt it. No mood to say abt other lessons liao la, juz tat td home econ we did pancakes & abt eng cnt realli understand wad mr cumming toking coz of his accent. Damn. Damn. Damn. Gt a bad feeling for tmr. Bye. Omg im so damned.


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Monday, January 4, 2010
first day of sch 2010

Hm. Yes, first day of sch in 2010 huh. Eh lemmi see wad to say. Well the first impression of the classrm now was tat its much cleaner than 1/2's. Really sieh. And den thr's shelves instead of lockers hm. Gd in tat no nid pay fer locker lo? Akay. And another thing was, we sit in pairs instead of singles this time. Last yr actualli the other classes oso already liddat, but onli our class sat in singles idk y oso. Hmmm.

Form tcher this yr Ms Thor. Well idk if its gd or bad lars, gd in tat she's kinda more strict than mr tan so the class is quieter lol? Bad in she too strict leh, the whole attire checking is like so yan zhong. And den tat time coz we abit noisy ask us do pushup positions!! Like omg sia, i can't can't can't do pushups. Ask mi repeat how mani times i still tell u i CAN'T do pushups. Idk y sia, tink last time still ok but recently like when somehw i always like put all pressure on my wrist liddat? And den onli press on that one spot wich like, idk on the bloodvessels or wad?? Juz on the blue/purple lines lars, super pain leh. Plus my knee is like, still hurt after so long. I gt fall down again on same plc after the incident wif falling when getting out of bus but the one that hurt more is still the bus incident de. So cnt realli kneel... Haiz.

Well nv get to see wads my other subj tchers but heard eng tcher is mr cumming? Oh and oso hear sci tcher ish da same. Oh and u noe wad, the speech mrs poh gave gt one part say ms wang posted out izzit??? why post ms wang out la!!! She so damn gd tcher leh, and already say ande damn lacking of geog tcher still post geog tcher out??? Plus post out someone so gd?? Bleh leh ande. The cut-off this yr oso dropped sia. 245 -_- Last time hear ish 251, den 248 (my time) now 245? But tink this time their paper quite hard izzit? Dk la, but i tink ande is lik kip dropping cutoff for express >< Not tryin be diao or wad la, juz... aiya nvm.

Hm the whole morning basicalli was the social etiquette thing lars. Super long talk, not interesting but juz for the talk ask us pay money. Ok den ltr the speech mrs poh gave lo, yea. And after lunch gt tat wad mass dance wkshop eh. Lols, nv realli listen n its super crowded dk how other sec2s dance, or mayb hardly anyone gt realli dance? Dunno. Okokok, end liao. And u noe wad, my band frens all tink i dun wan join band liao - ........... Haiz but my fault take so long still dunno and never meet tcher la. Damn :\ Okok, byebye.


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Sunday, January 3, 2010
end of the holidays

Before anything, lemmi say this.
OMG WALAOOOOO.
HOLIDAYS PASS SO DAMN FAST LARS!!!!!
Today is apparently the last day of holidays, sad lars TT
Tmr, tmr morning, sch is reopening.
Omg omg omg.
Damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit.
And so tmr, all the problems shall start again from there.
Damnit. Im damned.


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Friday, January 1, 2010
New blog

Hm guess this shall be my blog fer now bah. Well, hellos den. Today. First day of 2010, 2009 is a thing of the past already sadly. My heck cca problem is still thr undoubtedly and it certainly sucks. 40plus hrs to sch reopen, sucky isnt it. A new yr -2010- supposed to be happy eh. But sry, not realli. I made up the following on my own while i was looking at the sky juz now. Felt like putting it down here. Was abit of a song when i made it up actualli hahs o.o Abit was inspired by the lyric of the song jeanette aw danced to on da countdown show lol. "什么叫情,什么叫意,还不是大家自己骗自己, 什么叫痴,什么叫迷,简直是男的女的在做戏" Yeps tat was the exact lyrics eh. Eithers juz sth random i felt hm?

春夏秋冬不由你
白天黑夜不由己
人生始终只是一部戏

思念想记非得忘
时间想留非得走
人生就是这样的悲剧

Okaes. Wad else lez, hm well i edited the pic up thr so if ugly sry hurt ur eyes >< Coz i tot the pic turned out abit... weird somehow. But lazy change hahs, nx time ba, change nx time. And erm, resolutions? A new stuff im trying out lars. Added 2 more dan said in infinitejusticez haiz. • Better grades for academics • Be someone who wouldn't go back on her words • Pass napfa and slim down • Be a less diao person • Be guai and stay in wadever cca i in in the end. Eh abit too mani for a first-timer hor. Srysry. Hvnt even solve my heckcca issue man. Passing napfa sounds abit impossible too. Oh well. Probably not a single one is gonna take effect. Haiz. Bleh.

Oh ya, almost 4gt to mention. I had a rather dots dream last night. Hm someone called mi out of a crowd in sch hall or sth, tink was a girl wif a side ponytail ._. Den go into a nicely decorated rm, orangey-lights atmosphere eh n thr gt some1 hu knew mi in p1. Den he asked my name & after i answered, he went "Huh? u realli her? did u add a layer of fats or wad?" I gt answer him back sth *ntsaying* lol. After tat i cnt rmb liao. Wad a dream to have huh-_-" Wanted to mention to remind myself im darn fat so stop eating so much... Bleh. Everything is so bleh-ed haiz. Eithers, new blog yea. Welcome? Or not. Oh well. Ja' matane.


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