Td went out buy clothes for new yr~ At first went yishun see see first. Den mostly dun hv after walking one big rnd but at building 2 gt grey one quite nice but damn ex n material nt gd so nv buy. Den went amk. Bot 1 red shirt, 1 black top, 1 grey shirt, 1 black jeans in amk hub. Im so ntuc branded hahs. By den like 4.30pm le bah. Kkaes den went looking for my long sleeve de jkt wich cnt seem to find one tt really fits. Look lik sooo long still cnt find. Abit bu shuang at the shops tt time. So hm went dinner at coffeeshop first. I ate grilled unagi ramen mum ate mix veg rice beh. Hm den ltr went street walking abit til reach This Fashion, bot 1 jkt 1 camisole. Den go street walking again bot another camisole. More street walking. Quite late liao... Mrt bak to yishun, go see some stuff bt cnt find wad i wanted hm. Den go interchng, bot a bag. Go bus plc tink 812 left nt too long ago. Walked home, mum gt buy some stuff along da way. In conclusion spent quite lot mum's money td psps and tyty. End.
Td interview. Nt accepted basically. I guess i'll juz say. I tried. Shall go no further. No mood to talk abt it. And den, i didnt noe if i realli will wanna go green club huh. So tot abt it. Tink. Den ltr try find the tcher i/c. She say she already home. Bt td form is last day. So she say mon morning giv her sign den she help mi say or sth. So went home. All the while thinking. Shud i really join. Or shud i juz stay in guides. Tho the mdm cancelled my name alr. Idk. Seriously not an idea wad i shud do. And u juz dunno how desperate i was. And my fone cnt work so i cnt sms anybody abt it. I juz walked arnd in circles, rmb it was lik 4pm by den. So i didnt go guides alr tho td hv meeting. Im being v serious telling u. Nothing is going straight.
Zzzzz. I tink. My phone is gg spoil... Wtf. Im juz too tired to say anymore. Nothing is gg right for me. NOTHING. And tmr dateline, i cnt get his signature i tell u i die. Seriously and completely. Muz stay in guides n u noe, wed i saw the mdm go cancel my name on list liao. And i gt a feeling i cnt get in?? Omg. DIE I TELL U. DIE. OUT OF TIME AND I DIE. And i didnt hand in my geog wb td eh, nv photocopy card & nv take new p.p pic wich is due tmr eh. Nothing gg right for me, i juz dunno wad to say abt this anymore.
I shall tell u tat today is a VERY HORRIBLE day. First, for some fked up reasons, my phone de LEFT BUTTON and OFF BUTTON cnt press. WAD THE FKING FREAKING SHYT HELL AH???? T____T my dear phone... T___T And den, tmr is a freaking CCA day. Wich means, the idiotic letter issue. WICH IS JUZ SO DAMNED. Gdness sake im juz screwed up. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. And btw, erm gt see tcher td den say ask my current cca tcher sign first den go see how. Like ok, idk when is the 'terview den the dateline is tis wk!! And i gt a feeling i cnt get in shyt. NO TIME LAR.
Ok i juz came out of audi. Wanted play swan lake de but dun hv the file... Anywae was playing kelvin and kimberly. Haiiiz. Seriously. Btw, i asked tcher td. Bt coz he rushing for lesson, he juz ask why i wan chng n say its nt all up to him den say nx time den say or find him ltr. But well i cnt find him and den. Argh i seriously dunno whr all this is gg. Nvm its damn damn damn frustrating. So suckish, gonna dead meat gdness. Dead. So dead. NO TIME DAMNIT.
Ok so... Im not supposed to come online td one!! But obviously i came online. Played audi for quite some hrs td sieh. Again. Oh wow, anywaes gt play wif kimberly, kelvin n weiling some rounds hars. And kelvin go say wan play union bp, den ltr he dc hai mi lose 2k!!! 2k earn v long lez. Haha, but actualli not realli lar. Even if he thr tink still lose. Coz i nt gd enuf deh.
Yes; like finalli fri, end of the wk! But. Im so damned. Basically. I skipped cca td. Wich was the postponed pre-camp training. Lik gdness sake. I gt kenna scolded n i can hear the mdm super super angry at mi. Omg. My pl go say "joyce mdm she say she at home already and dun wan come lehs" (i didnt exactly say tat, but guess still meant tat eh) den i can hear mdm behind v angry "huh?? whr can dun wan come one?! ask her come now!!" Omg i can die. Den ltr i went silent, den she say if dun go must give letter. So i "........ok lor" Yahs. Omg. Letter. I can die seriously. Getting more n more into trouble each bloody time.
Td... actualli nth much 'cept lessons: maths, mt, sci, eng, lit, CI. And tat i went for this supposed pre-camp training @ guide HQ but, ltr seniors say the coach gt some thing gg on. Yeah, so kinda did drills... After tat, dismiss liao (lik arnd 6) den i talked to ms ho abt mi tinking of quitting. Yah yah den she kip say better not quit coz UG quit no more pts and so on. She's rather nice when toking to mi abt it lor, bet gt tcher sure demand. Den... well she say she gonna talk wif the other 2 guide tcher. Yah.
Hihi ppl. Ytd ma, went CIP @ koven hahas. Woke up at 6 sia, on SUNDAY mind u. Ok den went khatib coz meeting simran thr. Hm den she l8 so mi wait wait den ltr when she come 7.30am le so when alight bishan rush to circle line. Den hor, one train was here le den we tot is the other side one so nv run but is the one tat came lehs!! And man, the train came sibei SOON de lor, so soon took lik dunno how long. Plus the time counting the nx arrival of train is lik kip increasing in time instead of gg down... Den we were like "wth??" coz alr gonna late liao. Train came at like hello, 8 plus when we suppose reach thr 8 o.o Den ltr leeting sms mi she juz left house but she reached koven faster dan us!! Oh well, she live closer & gt a pretty car ma. Haha. Ok den she sho gd say w8 for us :3 But when we went up escalator cnnt see her, call her. After FINALLI, spotted her at the opposite side den realize we went wrg escalator to run back down den meet tio le~
Yesyes end of wk 2. Fast yet slow. Haiz. Idiot cca prob, i still didnt gt guts ask mr chan, went ask mr cai after efl instead but he not realli the in charge so still nid ask mr chan in the end. Mi kinda scared of him sieh. Mr cai say lik infocomm schedule oso v hectic n stuff, den say nid go clear wif tchers of both sides den go take form. But now hor!! Coz im in UG rgt, if i quit liao totalli zero cca pts start from nth nth and NTH. Others still can get the pts. Damn. Then means onli gt arnd 1 yr plus siah, tink confirm cant get A for the leaps liao. Zzzzzzzzzzzz. Drag how mani bloody mths le, gdness sake. Life out thr is simply plain suckish. MOE is definitely sadistic to have come up wif such a heck thing called CCA i tell u.
Ok td uh, wed mah, can wake up ltr but i juz somehow woke up at 6 sia. Den l8r go bak slp again haha til near the time i set my alarm. Eh ok, so went sch the usual and blah. Oh, on the bus to yck rgt i saw a guy who look kinda like peter ho and kim bum add tgt o.O
Walao eh. Haiz, 1st week of sch is over huh. 1st week alr gt so mani hmwk!!! Gdness, plus the SRP wich like majority of sci results this whole yr--idk how soyoung wanted to do it. Argh, is like. Aren't all acids liquid? If tats indeed the case, den we test every acids in the world? Like, huh??? Ok nvm im so damned, mayb will fail sci this yr thx to the SRP. Serious, v high percentage, den i die le lor. Why SRP percentage weigh so much huh?? Paper shud more impt rgt!! Stupid sci proj. I tell u hor, PROJECTS SUCK. Really, never liked projects at all. So especially not science. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
Second day at sch. Argh td was juz a bad day. Coz, coz coz. The guide tcher, hu called my house and scolded mi tat time, hu is super fierce tat one, is my MATHS tcher. Omg man i tell u i totally froze when i saw she's my maths tcher u noe. Seriously, not exaggerating at all. I juz suddenly, simply froze with my eyes like super big staring at her. And when she was taking attendence rgt, after she call my name u noe she said wad? Omg omg, she said "you'll have to speak someday harh" Coz tat time when she ask mi for reasons i nv say anything juz went "er..." rmb? Den the other guide tcher come want reasons i oso nv say anything but look at her. Omg GOT SO MANI MATHS TCHERS WHY HER??? Wthwthwth. T__T And plus my band friends all think i dun wan join ler and i STILL dunno and tmr gt guides meeting and nid settle the NYAA thing. The NYAA at most can til fri den giv money if gg, not confident can even til fri oso, mayb tmr nid settle liao omg >< Plus i didnt get the class timetable coz of dunno wadever fking reasons when i tot i heard they passing it down? Omg how bad can td get?
Hm. Yes, first day of sch in 2010 huh. Eh lemmi see wad to say. Well the first impression of the classrm now was tat its much cleaner than 1/2's. Really sieh. And den thr's shelves instead of lockers hm. Gd in tat no nid pay fer locker lo? Akay. And another thing was, we sit in pairs instead of singles this time. Last yr actualli the other classes oso already liddat, but onli our class sat in singles idk y oso. Hmmm.
Before anything, lemmi say this.
Hm guess this shall be my blog fer now bah. Well, hellos den. Today. First day of 2010, 2009 is a thing of the past already sadly. My heck cca problem is still thr undoubtedly and it certainly sucks. 40plus hrs to sch reopen, sucky isnt it. A new yr -2010- supposed to be happy eh. But sry, not realli. I made up the following on my own while i was looking at the sky juz now. Felt like putting it down here. Was abit of a song when i made it up actualli hahs o.o Abit was inspired by the lyric of the song jeanette aw danced to on da countdown show lol. "什么叫情,什么叫意,还不是大家自己骗自己, 什么叫痴,什么叫迷,简直是男的女的在做戏" Yeps tat was the exact lyrics eh. Eithers juz sth random i felt hm?