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This sucks. Ok i sms mr nathan abt the cca after dismissed, and he says cnt join. Yes, it's a CAN'T join. Wth!! Now wad, hello?? It's like march liao lehz, omg wad do u wan mi to do?? Seriously. Everybody's issue is all done and over with and mi? Drag like god knows how long and ALWAYS turns out to be a NO. Fk. Supposed to be doing hmwk bt damn felt like ranting this out damnit. Wad else shud i do?? It was supposed to last fri, mr singt had said. Den now i dun even noe until when he will still allow my change. And wth do i chng to?? WTH DO I CHNGE TO???? Kb lar. This is crap man. I seriously... Wabiang.
Eh ok woke up earli.... Well ya, woke at 7.20am go for the training for vol reading prog ting. Reached thr by like, 8.40am liddat hm. Den lik nobody's realli thr... Went arnd bt like quite empty lo. So wait wait wait den ltr gt 2 other ppl -- a guy n gal(dey fren de) -- oso came for the prog yah. So continue wait til 9am den go in da rm... And apparently, the onli student volunteers hu turned up r 4 ppl onli -- including mi. And the three others are all frens. Dot.
I tell u i 100% fail the maths test td. Wad stupid investigation ting la. Waliao. Yes is really confirm fail lor, blank paper i handed in!!! Zzzzzzzz la! Onli did the table on first pg n a crappy shyt ans on the last (wich is wrg). Kb... I stare at the table den ltr found a sort of pattern but ltr become 1 2 1 so nv write, but hear dey say is coz calculator round off so nt accurate for tt 1 2 1... part. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!! Fail liao lor fk. Blank paper gdness. And wad, 15%???
Hm some days no see? It is... NEW YR. Muahaha, 初一 and 初二 mostly whole day out beh. 初二 dinner at long john silver!! HAHA. But i first time eat thr sieh! Me sis ate wraps, mum dad ate meals. 初三 whereas stayed at home hm. Ytd was juz eh lessons bah. Oh gt the chi test i nv finish ALOT sia!! Gdness. Td 1st lesson PE den dunid chng bak uniform coz of the efl, wich is cool hehe. Td r geog sci tests. Can say i screwed geog up -_- Nv read ques properly i guess.......... Most ques haf the full score gdness!! Might juz fail... Dehhh. Sci nt gd oso, ask others wrong quite some ques le. Bleh.
Tada!! I muz emphasis that it is actualli a... SOUP.Td de dinner nice sia {: Prawn chicken veg tofu(wich is v nice) n a mixed-stuff dish. And nt long ago drink plum jiu. Hohoho. Ok erm, cca prob still on... Hvnt even touched sci n hmwks... Like heck shyt. And yea well the sms quiz still dk how do. Freak tests but cnt say anything coz i not studying -_-
Ok first thing first. CCA hvnt gt in duh. And i dun even noe if can. Sigh. Td wore nlps de p5 tee haha. No other red shirts ma. Hm. Den assembly MS THOR gt SABO-ED by our class go stage, ehehe. Lesson td is onli eng beh, went inspire town. Mr cumming do the activities lik last yr de confident speaking. Quite fun, and funni sia. Den recess. Den is new yr celebrations in hall.
Free period PE, the class all rushing the new yr deco lol. Maths is juz maths. Recess. Mt went inspire town den went straight to sci lab. Eng bak at class. Efl abt some chi opera thing eh. Okok beh. Went find cyber tcher, talked n stuff. Say he check wif the department head coz it's lik super late. Yea i sure do noe tt, tts fact. Hm den go home. Wanted take 45 n bus home. But 72 come first so mrt bak. Bot bbt in yishun. Dk wad i was tinking, walk til sweet talk thr den walked bak buy bbt. Yah den bus home. At home rest slack awhile, go trim my hair. End.
Seriously idk wad i shud write now. Juz so pathetic. Hvnt gt in a damn cca. It's so freaking messed up. Dun really hv choices anymore. Pls oh pls. Pls pls pls man, i really wanna end this crap. It's feb and cny already.
I know. Everyone's gonna call mi too hasty, too fickle-minded, too indecisive, too hesitant. But I. Dun tink have any rights, to deny any of them. Seriously. Yes. As much as i wish not. But yes. Yes i must admit it to myself. Im just simply not even that bit clear of what it is i want. Doing and regret doing it, not doing and regret not doing it. I wonder, when will it stop. See, now im seriously regretting again. I am such an idiot. But it's too late. Arghhhhhhh. I know it's the worst excuse you probably came across. But im just a girl. Is it not alright to not know what is it that i truly want? Is it not alright to have been trying, all the while, to even attempt, to look for something that i might want more? I guess it's not. Not the time, moving on mercilessly with nonchalance. Not out in those societies, definitely not. They, out there, thinks by this age we should all clearly already be more willed and sure of what we want. Indeed, seeing most fellows even juniors, they do they really do. They are just so damn sure. Seriously. But sorry. Im not. Im just so not... My deepest apologies. To them. And to dear poor me myself. Sorry for being stuck with me and those regrets i caused.
Ok td went j8... at arnd 4.30pm. Yah, so go thr wif my mum, after some time finally found the service center. Thr's tis really seriously sibei dots salesgirl at the counter wich type everything wrg zzzzz. But i pissed myself off seriously lot as well, heck la. Aiya overall gt alot stuff here n thr lars. But to summarise it, juz tt i gt a fone now. But freaking hell dey didnt even giv mi the disk wth. I'll never, if possible, go thr to buy again sia!! My first phone w595 & my second phone w595. And i annoyed the heck out of myself over it. But really, for buying. Thks lots mum♥♥♥ Den back home. End. Btw 就想赖着你 by Jerry Yan & Ella is nice sia!!! But den i hvnt even study a shyt. Im getting more heck slacker and i feel i gotten idiotic. But den anywae 11pm considered late liao bah, tmr mayb. Alrites bye.
Finally finished the blogskin main pic's editing... Took damn long -_- Ok. Anywae. Td finally talked to the junior i been "stalking" for some time haha. Nt really all tt close wif her bt somehw v glad can talk to her x] Long time no see her sia. And she tell mi the other girl i noe gt 260!! Omg la, but i knew she smart de lor. She herself oso quite gd leh, heard tis time paper hard? Haha mayb i shud "stalk" tt junior again. I everytime see her kip looking at her bt nv get chnc to talk den td finalli talk wheee. And den, its friday~ Kkaes.
to think i have to wait a month for DGM 192, march by den siaOk im here again. Hm td had geog def test. Still ok bah. But da hmt de sorta quiz thing nt realli gd lars. Coz i honestly nv study lol. Eh still gt wad ah. Oh ya. The tues maths test was simply shytty i tell u. Spent lik near 3/4 of the time on da first pg walao. Den nv do finish. The entire last ques along wif all its parts and gt tink, 3 other ques nv finish doing coz dk how do. Ltr fail sia... And lit test total 3 ques nia -_- Bt i wrote v little for each ques when the pts so much!! Ltr fail it too sia...
omgomg DGM trans 191 out liao whee~ recess soyoung juz say korea raw out le den now trans de oso come out le xP ~ kanda rocks woooootts~为什么每次都这样。
