I almost forgot. But haven't, apparently, since im now here at last. Hm i got a feeling i will finish this post after 2010... which is hopefully not. Shall start in a while. Just something i HAD to, NEED to, MUST say before i do the stuff i came here to post. @$@$#!#@$!@%@#!@!@!!!!!!!!!! I FUCKING GOT into 3/6... Oh your highness it's so awesome i m so suay that of the 2 classes of B1 combi batch, i was split into 3/6 instead of 3/2. Heck is this. Dun like that number la comeon.... zzzzz to the max. I cant imagine myself introducing "Hi im from 3SIX" no offence i just don't like the class number. Serious. Sue me, half of it is coz i don't wanna to be tot as worse of express and a NA. Sorry perhaps im being mean but well... thats my thoughts currently luh... Well~ just get used to it? Something i just have to do harx... if it's possible ._." Lols, we'll see. Though chances are low. What a "present" to give me on even the last day in 2010 harx. Nvm, perhaps now all the SHYT will stay in 2010. This year wasn't a great one. Okaes... 10.32pm, let's start.

January
Heavy thoughts i guess, was on all that on changing cca and so trying to decide whether to change it or not. Seriously disliked guides, peak of that, blindly or not. But the contradicting factor : points, duh. Later in the month, i tink i was waiting, almost enthusiastically in a negative way, for time to be able to change it... Other than that, introduction of tchers etc. Same sci tcher, a nice hist tcher, quite gd chi tcher n other tchers lol. Oh and chingay 2010 i rmb going down and waiting for the cars/performances. They were lateeee and it ended pretty fast.

February
I can't remember exactly when i gt to get the paper from the teacher in the hall after the CCA talk. But after getting it just say the skipping starts, as in, officially disappearing into the MIA-act from cca lawls. I went searching for teachers i/c of ccas... sometimes sudden lack of guts n just kept "tmr" so... quite some bits of obvious procrastination here. When i do find the teachers n talk to them, nid to actually arrange time for audition n stuff which is usually a week after the day i talked to them. So not much done actually. Just auditions i guess?

March
Somewhere arnd this month. Emo-time. Serious. Lols. Desperate much. Near closing date le lor. I even got called into a talk with the teachers... lols. Band? Infocomm? Chinese dance? Choir? Cybernetics? Art club? Rejected much. The chinese dance audition was one of the later ones, they actually said they would consider me and let me in after the audition. But guess wad, i backed out in the end. Cowardice of me, but see all those people who are super flexible even the trying-to-appeal-inside sec1s, i feel like it's rather.... Useless for me to join, don't think i can even match up you know. Which means i wouldn't get a chance to go wherever is needed to earn points. For band, well, just remember that i thought that i wouldn't be able to be trained in time for SYF which is the points part, plus my band frens were telling me their super lot trainings so i scared i might wan to change again after/if i join. So didn't... even tho i really tried to. It's the first cca i thought of to change into. See how cowardice i am. The last option was green club when others had been ruled out. But i guess... Despite how much i had tried to convince myself my preference should be the only factor in cca, hell no, my mind still screams POINTS POINTS POINTS matter more than how much i enjoy it. In the end, it ruled. Congratulations. I should have realized it sooner, perhaps.

My academics this month, (CA1) was hell shyt. Bloody, and im bloody serious. What else do you expect when nearly every few days i'll be off carrying a file, pen, that green paper off to find teachers. And when skipping CCA -lik every single on-, on bus, on train, on computer even, all i'll be thinking abt is cca cca cca cca. Such a haunt. Perhaps there was sth on abt SRP but oh well didn't rmb much of it in this period.

April
Giving up and just flat down thinking, 'oh hell lets just stay in guides.' But not turning up. I think still gt 1 audition/ talk with the teacher you see... But apparently other than that, normal lessons. Soon, the delayed+delayed+delayed+delayed closing date, due to ppl like ME, is over even. So end of story. Set. Near the end of month, I remember actually showing up when i set my heart down and decided it's useless unnecessary n unneeded to think about actually enjoying cca. Pretty inconspicuous in the guides i tink? But it was all well... i guess. After staring at the sch diary's LEAP page for nights. At least i was appearing and being guai again.


May
About SA1. Some slacking amidst studying but studying all right. Oh, and my bdae on later of the month ;D Thanks for whoever sent/gave me greetings once again hahaha.


June
Holidays~♥~ Super maple time, i rmb. Lolol i became a priest this month!! Such a surprise/shock im suddenly back playing maple after years of hibernation. Lols blame my sis, she play i play, sorta liddat :P Lalalala, met some nice buddies on maple luh, guild n all. And den time past fast, as ever as during holidays. Went out perhaps a couple of times? Man, my memory is getting bad. Oh izzit arnd here that my yullen obsession starts? ♥♥♥♥♥~ But i think i was oso quite high abt KHR here. Do remind me, there was SRP thing going on too, met up once or twice with simran/soyoung for it beh~


July
Oh CA2. Another one poorly done. Yeah sucks. C6 for maths again. Didn't study much i'd admit... Was still on com hehs. And den suddenly boom~ CA2 o.o Lessons as per normal, with CA2s on the lessons itself :\ Oh and i guess... Super Rushing SRP and perhaps HIST (which admittedly i didn't do much...PSry didnt noe wad to do lol) ANDDD I passed my 2.4km just one shot! :D And no i didnt "cheat" lik last time whereby i cut e corners since i passed this the first time which is at the stadium nt sch^^ Not that awesome timing... But i passed with one shot hehs. Hahas, still failed overall thx to freaking PULL UP and SBJ which i cnt ever seem to pass.

Anyways im pausing this to watch the show, heck cares this post 'll past 12am since it will anyway even if i continue at this rate. Cya in a bit.

August
Happy birthday Singapore! Yeps lemmi think. Lessons, cca... And SALT xD Muahaha, yes i juz went n check e ticket. Watched SALT during August, man it was totally a rock movie :P Action/thriller woohoo! Yulleness rock more tho HAHA :D

September
A week of break! Den... more into lessons? LOl if that's possible for idiotslacker lik me. Idk, just rmb trying for fewer com (but still got online duh) and such. Wake up, sch blablabla... Yeps lessons and normality i guess. And being guai and appearing for cca. Honestly, after that incident with cca and after i set it down and told myself im going to bloody stay in guides, i totally went for every single one lers! Rmb not feeling guides was all that horrible liao, state of neutrality now i would say. Perhaps it's just that the feeling went away, the feeling that cca should be sth to be excited and really happy abt[: Well, you could say...
I was so scared that history would repeat itself that that itself made history repeat itself.

October
The ever Major SA2. Well i guess i studied. But, to tell the truth, a little rushed for some subjects since i was... well delaying it again. There you go, idiotslacker. Maybe i shud add in procrastinator. Idiotslackprocrastinator. Such a long name... Man and it isn't something gd zzz. Disappointed with quite some of the results when i received em. Like. MATHS. FUCKING COMPOS. Quoting from a mapler, whom i was juz now playing a game he opened. "Are you blind??" Yes that's totally it for that maths paper but if it was me i would describe myself as: "Am i FUCKING blind??" The answer would be, No. But there were stamps stuck on my eyes zzzz.

Oh, den i took alot photos on the last 2 days with 2/2'10, one of which is be-yourself day. Totally gonna remember 2/2'10, the craziest class ever~ o.O Wouldn't say forever coz don't tink it's very plausible. Anyways, as loud and crazy as the class is, the ppl r mostly, i would say, approachable and friendly haha. Not that im all that social either, but it's just one of those classes that you can say, yes even if im not that close to much of anyone im actually IN this class whereby i can talk to people n dey'll respond. If you get wad i mean. Not that likely you would really get it, if you're sociable unlike me lol. Idk if it's different mind sets or wad, but...well that's wad i like in the class.

Den soon, the last few days in the month are holidays, and a chingay training. Oh was it in this month i dropped my fone in the toilet? ... D':

November
:: HOLIDAYS :: Some chingay trainings~ Com!!! Wad else~ Holidays are lovedddddd. But now, tell me whr my holidays went F5

Hm oh right. There was a...random night... when i tot abt chess, alot. I went to sleep writing a letter to apologize to mr chang in my head... Sorry. I forgot how i was truly happy when playing chess when i was young ever since P5 for unknown reasons, and did the stuff i did. No i do not hate chess im sry i did. Even if it might not have been good to do that, it's my fault to begin with. Just like with. Well anyways i don't think i'd have the actual guts to actually do it and write n give a letter... so nvm.

Now sry for the sudden drop in mood? BUT I WAN MY HOLIDAYS F5 F5

Demember
:: HOLIDAYS :: Some chingay trainings~ some guides meeting~ Internet/ff/tumblr/fb/maple/YULLENESS/manga/etc~ Sleeping really late and waking up late~ Oh man holidays are loved, how much can i emphasis it~ Not long ago just bot a maple card for $10.20 at CC myself. How long was since i last bot a card for the games? Im totally back maple this year... Or months luh o.O Eithers. I bot it + renewed my popular card on tt same day. 3 yrs for the popular card this time, since they go and increase the price ea year into 8 bucks lolol n onli gt offer for 3 years. And there's this thing since two days ago (WTH 2 days alr??) when i went out with felicia.... for shopping^^... and it's... BOOTS. Im telling you im so in love with boots. BOOTS rock!!!!!!!~~ I wan to get one, asap, though dk when. Since they're super ex. Ranged >70 bucks minimum. Wait until i can earn money myself after sec4? Coz dun wan use my parents' $$ buy such ex shoes n my savings come from em oso wad... if they'd even allow in the first plc. But but i wan it mannn lols. And isn't world gonna end in 2012? Den wad abt my boots. If i w8 til den to earn $$ myself. LOl. Hmmm we'll see luh. I'll get it in sec3 or 4 perhaps... We'll see.



Okays. Seems im mostly done. Was it long? I spent abt 45 minutes away from computer... so the rest of em is the timing for the post, so far. Now commencing the 2011, the time is now currently 2 : 01 AM aka 0201. Oddly nice hahas. Lets see. I would not call them resolutions this time considering those so-called ones i did previously... i don't really rmb em cept vaguely. So this time they're just stuff to do. Hahas. Lets see. One must is for me to diet. So just 3 things i guess?

1. Diet / Lose Fats & Weight
2. Good grades
3. Be me as much as I can to others, even if I remain a mystery

Erhehe... Those're what came to mind first. As for the third, is vaguely a too vague thing but i shall just place it there. I love the last part of the third. While, begrudgingly i didn't thought that up myself. *How can I be me, when even i remain a mystery?* was something i saw somewhere. Hm my protests of the class is dulling into a whatever for now, though i still really don't like that number. Eithers, 12months, 1 year of 2010 is up. Gone. Over. Let the shyt remain in 2010 and loved the short times of happiness.
Farewells 2010, this year i realize a lot.

Happy New 2011. Be a better year [: